it's morning, and i'm wide awake.need some soul searching, man. (wow, that sounds awfully stupid.)
and maybe a change of scenery and people altogether.
i wish i could just change my ways in an instant.
maybe open my mouth when i need to. talk, like a normal human being. stop being so passive. and take the initiative to talk to other people, strangers.
and not being afraid of the "consequences". fuck that shittt.
it's not like i haven't been working on that. because in all honesty, i have.
"you don't have enough people in your life who care about you as much as you care about them, tati."no i don't. and thank you for that, (:
i've never felt so insulated
nothing can make it past my skin
and when you get so aggravated
i can just close my eyes
i can just shut my mouth
i can just stuff my ears and never listen
i never really ever sleep much
you have taken from my life
everything that made me decent inside
i've never felt so complicated
bottle it up inside my mind
i know that this isn't what you wanted
never meant to waste my time
never meant to be so blue
never meant to take it out
on me like you do
i am far from decent inside
i have got these feelings that i just can't hide
i am far from decent inside